Happy Easter!

A new beginning?  Could be if I did the work.  Problem is what is the work.

Another Sucky Day

Went to 3 meetings today.  Still in the same boat.  Don't know how to fix this mess that is my so called life.  Keep running into walls that I can not break through.  Maybe just ending it all is the answer.  I am just so tired and weary.  I am stuck and do not know what to do.

FUCK FUCJ

At thw end of my rope.  God show me a sign to hang on! Don't know what to do. Faith is not paying the bills.  I can't believe this is my life.  How did I end up here. Can't even escape in sleep.  God, if you are there, please let me in on the secret.

The Silence is Deafening!!

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

God, please help me. A job

Do not want to be a loser/schulmp

I am fucked!!

Going to end up homeless.  Might as well kill myself now.