Promises?

Take nothing for granted!

God..you really are killing me here..

...got to laugh.  Slowly driving me mad.  Lol.  Getting ready to jump over the edge!!

f*** it

back on the search.

Weird Couple of Days

and it is only Tuesday.

God He Me

One way or another, today is the day.

Step 3 - Let Go Let God

Day 358.  A miracle?  Still here sober.  Stop thinking about me.

Oh sucky day, oh sucky day

Off to a meeting.  Great thing.  Today just may be the day I get drunk and end it all.

Is it me?

Over 10K MP's, Staties, and local police looking for this animal and they can't find him?  God bless them.  It sure isn't from a lack of trying.  They are looking under every rock this creep could possibly crawl under.  Someone has to be aiding and abetting this POS!

GOD, please end this

all around nightmare!

God, stop this anxiety!

Give me patience!!!

God thank you for every thing!

Your will, not my will, be done.  I am alive.  Thanks.  Some times it takes awhile for me to get it.

My world..

Last look at it?

Talk about mood swings

Going from killing myself to blah in just a few mjnutes.

Fuck

PATIENCE!!!

God, where are you.

Where?  Hope?

Arrrgh!!!! Staffing agencies...

...spamers to the unemployed!!!!

I woke up today

Miracle or another day in hell?  When will this nightmare end? 

Did not ask for my references after yesterday's interview.  Not a good sign. 

Fuck it all.

God grant me the serenity..

..to accept the things I can not change. The courage to change the things I can, and the ability to know the difference.  Your will, not mine, be done!

Post 3 - God kill me now!

I can not wake up from this njghtmare that is my life.

Post Part 2 - TODAY IS THE DAY!

TODAY IS THE DAY!  TODAY IS THE DAY!  TODAY IS THE DAY!  TODAY IS THE DAY!  TODAY IS THE DAY!  TODAY IS THE DAY!  TODAY IS THE DAY!  TODAY IS THE DAY! 

Help me to let go and let God!

Help Me To Let Go, and Let God

Dear Lord, Help me to let go and let You. Urge me to let go of my impatience and to open my heart to Your Loving Patience.

Teach me how to let go of my pompous attitude in thinking I'm the only one capable of solving all of my problems. Counsel me on how to let go of my cares, my worries and the noises in my life ...and to let You surround me with Your Tranquil Assurances of my comfort.

Encourage me to let go of my selfishness and let You show me the benefit of praying for others who seek Your Protection, Your Healings, Your Forgiveness, Your Compassion and Your Rainbows after raging storms.

Remind me, Lord, of the Holy Benefits when I let go and let You lead me on Your Path. Smile with me, Lord, when I finally let go and let You take over. Nod Your Head in Sanctified Approval when I let go of my follies and let You replace them with positive goals in my life.

Amen. Glory, Honor and Praise to You, Lord, forever and ever.

How long is this dark tunnel?

Will I ever see the light at the end of it?  God are you there?  I sure Dear God hope that yoi are.  Trying to keep the faith.  Show me that there is hope.  It has been some journey these last 345 days.  Help me to stay strong and not despair too much.

I think I am losing my mind?

Or having a nervous breakdown!  What's the difference.

Looks like another day in Paradise!

I woke up this  morning.  Guess that is a miracle.  Another day to chase down a job.  Oh joy.

GOD please..

Make me say and do the right things today.  Do no harm to others.  Thank you.

Life is a journey..

...so they say.  Where am I traveling today?  God's plan, not mine.  I am done fighting whatever it is.  DONE. 

I Just Can't Believe This Is My Life!

What am I going to do?  God help me.  Has it come down to either robbing a bank or killing myself?  I just can not believe it!

Your Will Is mt will

Do with me what you will.  Whatever you have planned for me today, I accept it. I am done fighting.