God, where are you?

Why can't I hear you?  I give up.  I can't fight it any more. Just want peace.

Another day in paradise

I get another 24 hours of insanity.  Another groundhog day for me.  Oh boy, can hardly wait to get started!

Da 380 without a drink....

....what is the purpose?  My life is fucking miserable! Did better drunk.  No job, no money, no hope and soon to be homeless.

Poor, poor me.

What's the f**king point!!!

All I need..

Is  just the simple life...my God and my sobriety, this apt, cable, enough to eat, a little dog, a job.  Except for God, not necessarilly in that order.

I give up!

I am done fighting and trying and getting nowhere.  No more expectations, no more disappointments.

If I get one more call from a staffing agency....

...i am going to kill myself!  How do they exist?!!!!!

Taking today off.

Taking a mental health break today! To tired to even try. Going to take a nap.  Maybe not get up

I just want to sleep

For a little while

Hell

God kill me now!!!

God you are killing me

I believe!  I am learning patience!  Don't know how much longer I am going to keep my sanity!

LET IT GO!!

look at it as a lesson learned.  that was a crazy place anyhow. Notmeant to be.