Day 506 - What am I doing?

God, what am I doing?  Waiting for answers from you.  What is your plan for me.  Is this all there is?  Tax man is coming after me, that I know.  Can not be avoided.  Need a job to pay the man.  Where is that job that I have been looking for since 2008?  Where?  Where?  Oh what the fuck, feeling the depression mood coming on and don't know how to keep it away.  That is coming too along with the tax man.  Oh boy!