Day 661 - Jumping Jospehaft!!

It that even a real word? Just love my life. It is just fucking peachy keen wonderful!!! Fuck me, fuck you, fuck everything. God why am I still here? What is the fucking purpose to my life. I keep saying and thinking it over and over and over again. Still no fucking answer. Maybe it is time to relapse and go back to the fucking bottle. Atleast I won't fucking care anymore. That is another good question: Why the fuck am I still sober???? I just wish somebody, any fucking somebody tell me! God, twenty-five more years of this fucking shit??