Be Careful What You Wish For...

....you just might get your wish. I was always wishing I were not here or dead or thinking of killing myself. Well have Stage V cancer. Got my wish in a way. Not a quick way to go, but I will be going sooner rather than later. I am no longer going to wish for anything. What God has in store for me for today, just hope he give me the strength to get through it. Got a doctor's appointment this morning. Finally getting a diagnosis today? We will see.