18 hours to get through. It is Monday back to the salt mines. The only good thing is the Cats are away. This mouse can play, but they left me with mazes to run through. No cheese at the end for a reward.
Guess I am full of metaphors today. Well off to slay my demons.
Up at 4 am. Sleep, sleep. My kingdom for some sleep (to paraphrase Shakesphere). So tired. Just wish I could sleep.
Just 19 hours to get through for today. Today is Sunday. 7 more hours until the liquor stores open.
Spent 3 hours last night working on a project for work. Time that I will not be paid for. Well I guess I can add it to a portfolio that I should be building.
Well back to the Law & Order marathon. Contemplate my life between commercials.
The battle continues...
Can you believe Adecco staffing is interviewing for positions for the circus. I am overqualified. There goes my plan to run away to join the circus. Hurry on down to 99 Summer Street today before all the jobs go to the 20-year olds who do not speak English and are here on a green card.
Hey, but I am sober and have 16 more hours to Day 8. Can hardly wait to get through this miserable battle.
Been up since 3 am. Can't sleep. Is that so I can spend more waking hours slaying my demons? Is this what I have to look forward to in sobriety?
Just one day at a time. So the tell me. 18 more hours to Day 7. Guess I just need to concentrate on the next hour.
I just wish I could FUCKING quit smoking.
...that will never end. Just another 12.5 hours of misery to get through and then I get to start the battle all over again! Let me see if I can get through until 9 am. Liquor stores open then.
Financial worries do not help the battle. Collection calls add to the stress. Just want to run into traffic. Need help but do not know where to turn or what to do. So I do nothing.
Almost 17 hours to get through to Day 6.
Well I did get some of my money back. DOR kept $320. Still do not have enough to pay my bills. Do not know what I am going to do. The kicker in all this was I was also charged $100 fee for all this stress fun. Not sure who got the fee. The bank or DOR? Sure go after the poor working stiff. Never mjnd the big time tax cheats. Have a fucking, wucking day Chikky.
I am still here. Went out around 2 am for a cigarette butt run. Isn't that pathectic and disgusting. Smoked them though. What the fuck is wrong with me? Going to try to go back ti bed.
