Day 21 -Yeah

World is cumbling abound me, but hey, I am sober.  Made it to 21 days minus the nip I had last tuesday.  I am not counting that.  I only had one (all that I could afford),  Nothing before or since the past 21 days.  I wanted to end up dead today, but no I woke up.  I guess God has other plans for me.  I just wish he would let me in on the secret.  This one day at a time thing is getting to me.