Still sober. God watching out for me? Sure hope so. Interview at a yarn shop. Luck changing? Sure hope so. What journey will today bring? Yesterday's journery took me some place I never thought I would go. Set out on my usual Monday morning on a walk to work. ATM card not approved at McDonald's. Was approved at the smoke shop. Hmmm. Joe bought me a cup of cofffee. Over drawn at the bank. Hmmm. How could things get worse? Cried and cried feeling sorry for me. Ended the day up in church. Worked up the nerve to go to confession and asked for forgiveness for my sins for the past 30-years. Boy, did not plan or think that would happen! I was absolved of my sins. Did I feel better? I don't know. I do feel different. Is this what serenity feels like? It has been so, so long since I have felt that. I think it has been so long that I have felt any thing. My cable us going to be cut off today and I am not in a panic. I can pay it Friday, but not today. So why stress about something I can do nothing about until Friday.
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