Day 469 Adjustments, Adjustments

Well the trip to Key West was a trip. Two and half hours down and two and half hours back. It was a hot, long day. Lillie complained all day long. So did I and so did Brad. Did nothing but eat or should I say, God love him, did Brad eat. For a skinny guy, that man can eat. Good for him. We walked up and down and saw all of the vendors at the Lobster Festival. It was the usual arts and crafts: jewelry, food, and more food. Lillie got excited about some photo frames we saw. She is going to try to attempt to make them. We are looking for something to sell at a fair. Myself, I can seem to focus on what to sell. I am settling into some sort of routine. I have my little room here and my computer. Grateful for little things. I am grateful for everything that I do have. I am trying not to build resentments. I know I am not back in Boston. I do miss the freedom of doing what I wanted to do when I wanted to, but I do not have that luxury right now. I guess I miss my independence more than I miss Boston. I am going to have to adjust to that for now. Things do change. Boy do things change. I just do not want to become a burden to anyone. I just love going out into the backyard to just sit, breathe and think/meditate. My little friends, the salamanders, the butterflies, and the squirrels just wandering around. Maggie is at doggie day care and I miss her not sitting with me there. Funny how quickly you can grow attached to someone like a dog. Who would of thought. Those dam mosquitoes just spoil the whole thing. Can't stay out too long or they will bite you to death. I guess I am just rambling here. Not making any sense. But this is the only place that I can let my thoughts go without any judgement or comments from anyone. A way to let my resentments go.