Day 472 - What to Do

Need a job. My same old song and dance. Changing locations has not changed that old broken record. God it is hot here. Have to stay inside where it is cool. Remember the serenity pray: accept the things I can not change. My emotions have been all over the place. Missing Boston, not missing Boston. First I am up and then I am down. My bills have followed me here. Going to take a walk, but it is so hot and those mosquitoes are terrible. Yes, I know whine, whine, whine, whine. Need to get it off my plate somehow. I do not need to build resentments. Not use to this dependency thing. So far, I have not gotten on anyone's nerves. I think my sister is trying to make me happy. She keeps asking me if I am ok. It is not her job to make me happy. I am happy, but I am feeling restless. Today makes 21-days that I have been here. The routine has been set in motion. I am once again rambling all over the place. I am grateful for everything that I have. Do not know what I want. Never did know what I wanted. Probably never will. Oh well.