Dave 581 - Another Monday

I am so tired. I am having an off day. Don't know what is wrong. Can't put my finger of what is bothering me. Or should I say what is bothering more than usual today. All I do is whine, and feel sorry for myself. Need to make changes happen or get off the shit pot and kill myself. Thinking up new ways to do it. Brad's grandfather is still in a holding pattern. Who whole family is holding the death vigil. Been there and done that. Don't want to do it again. Fuck, what is it with me?