Day 583 - Still Here

Brad's grandfather is still in a holding pattern. He is in a hospice now. Taking some food and water, but not making any sense talking. We are getting ready for the craft show on Friday. We have a table at the Islamorada Christmas Tree Festival. Lillie and I have been making scarfs and shawls and other things since July. I have been doing some craft or other for about 10 hours a day, just about everyday. Keeping me sane I suppose. The display grids that Brad order has not arrived yet. He put a trace on it and it is suppose to be here tomorrow. Don't know what we are going to do if they don't show up. Our table at the booth will look terrible. Lillie and I did a dry run on how to display the Christmas ornaments we made. It does look good. This thing is either going to be a big bust or a hugh success. Only God knows. It is still in his hands. All this crafting has made me saner, not as crazy. Still thinking about ending it all. Locations have changed and there are some new methods to consider. Especially around mile maker 120. Brad's grandfather is 101. Doing this shit I am doing for another 40 years? I hope not.