Day 608 - God help me and save me

Well my worst fear has come true. Shelly and Nico will be permanently staying here. Not what I wanted. Guess I have to accept that fact. Nothing I can do about it. God grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change! Is that how the saying goes. I feel like I am slowly losing my mind., Acceptance is the key to all of my problems to day. When I am disturbed, it is because I find some person, place, thing or situation - some fact of my life that is unacceptable to me, and I can find no serenity until I accept that person, place thing or situation as being exactly the way it is suppose to be at this moment. Nothing, absolutely nothing happens in God's world by mistake. Until I could accept my alcoholism, I could not stay sober, unless I accept life completely on life's terms, I cannot be happy. I need to concentrate not so much on what needs to be changed in the world as on what needs to be changed in me and my attitudes. I am 62 years old, why do I HAVE to change. Well I need to accept that this is the way things are going to be here at xyz fishmonger lane. If I do not like it or can not adapt to it then I can leave and find something that will be more acceptable to me. So there it is: TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT! I am staying out of it!!!