Day 585 - Key Largo 1st Show Today

Well here it is 9:45 and I am just about ready to be told what to do. Today is our first craft show in Islamorada. God, do I want a cigarette. Ready to go on my part, just need folks to tell me what to do. It is going to be a long, long day. I hope we sell somethings. Hopefully we sell a lot of Lillie's things. That should make her feel better. Either way, I am not anticipating anything. Only will disappoint myself. Another disappointment to add to my list on why I want to kill myself. Yeah, those thoughts are still here, along with me counting each and every hour of every day until I can go to sleep. The sad part is each time I have gone to sleep, I have woken up the next day. Here's a morbid thought, as of 9:51 AM EST time this is how long I have been alive! Years: 62 Days: 22,704 Hours: 544,905 Minutes: 32,694,354 Seconds: 1,961,661,294 Amazing when you look at it from this point of view. Still morbid though.